I didn’t earn it! I have gone four weeks without tracking – its been luck – all luck! I am ashamed to have lost a pound. I couldn’t even bring it up at my WW meeting Saturday because it was not earned. Sigh. I started this blog because I was hoping it would help me stay on tack – and it did. At first.
Once I lost almost my full 25 pounds, I got cocky. Like many before me and many will after me I. Got. Cocky. However, since giving up on tracking and not focusing my efforts on my weight loss, I have lost nothing and gained nothing. I am still just under 25 pounds and have been like this since the end of May. It’s been almost two months. I am sad. I am frustrated – with myself, and I am ashamed.
When people tell me how great I look, I have to hang my head in shame. I look the same as I did almost TWO months ago! I just wear different clothes so I look different in them. Sigh.
I need to figure out a way to get back on track, do something special. I didn’t track yesterday or today I so I guess tracking won’t be the thing I do this week – maybe some workouts? Walks? I don’t know…
I guess I just need to be my own support, as I have been all along. Get back to ME time. hmmmm….